I'm lost.
Well, went to hospital and get my report this afternoon.
Ok, don't worry, I'm healthy.
Yamcha with nic, someone and his friend.
I'm kinda shy if everyone gets shy.DUH.
So, instead of not talking to each other, I showed my magic to the "someone's" friend.
You might think "what the??" Ok, just get rid of that.
I thought I was goin to make it but unfortunately, I failed.
This is not about tosoi. It's about..idk how to say it.
Let me try to explain it. Gimme some time.
So here it comes,
After Maki left,I felt that I'm losing my confidence.
He's the one who told me to do back myself and not to care the others.
To say it briefly, I feel insecure.
Don't think it wrongly.
I'm facing more negative now and I'm unable to return to the olden me.
Not blaming him.
The one who support me the most, has left.
I regret for everything. Too much have I thought.
My mind is silly, it's already dusty.
It couldn't do as I said as my nerves got bonded tightly.
Very very down. So so down.